Saturday, May 29, 2010

A Girl´s Tale

7years ago, a girl got hurt
She tried so hard to face a very deep scar in her heart
Trying hard to runaway from reality she never expected
Pushing herself way too hard to cure that scar she never wanted
She prayed and asked God to cure her

in every prayers, she asked God to lifted all the pain and burdens
she asked God for a humbleness and a peacefulness
she asked God to taught her how to accept life and forgive the world
3 years of struggling was difficult

one day, she asked God for a real rainbow
just one rainbow
one eternal rainbow
who will lighten up her days

this girl had become stronger
the scar slightly disappear
she began to have her life back

as the healing moment still rolled, she was being introduced to someone
someone that she didn't know
someone who is a stranger

time passed by
happiness craved their life
they just talked a lot like every best friends in the world did
there were no strangers anymore
they became closed, yet never met each other

a rendezvous was planned
it was a bizzare and a bit unbelievable rendezvous
like finding back something that missed
like they ever met before a long longtime ago

cupid was flying between them
even though they were apart but their hearts didn't
obstacles made them stronger
love like their never loved before

days, weeks, months, years
God tested their love
it was a very hard moment for both of them
but they succeeded and pass HIS exams
another scenario rolled again
days, weeks, months, years
it even harder that before
but they still survived

a goodwill to move on to the next phase was thought several times
their mind were splendid with dreams, hope, and future
as they getting intense with their commitments, a scenario rolled again

one day, in a very slow rhythm
in a very long process
with lots of ups and downs
they are succeeded being separated
love was not the reason
because their love still there
something seemed force them to ended what they have built

it was a huge damage for the girl
a larger scar she has to determined
tears are just like blood
she just kept asking, Why God?

God said something to that girl.. My child, do you believe in Me?
She answered, Yes God.
God asked again, My child, do you really believe in Me?
She answered in pale, Yes God i know this is very hard but i still believe in You.
God said, If you really believe in Me, why are you crying?
She answered with tears all over her eyes, God, i lost my rainbow

God smiled at her and whispered on her right ear.....

My child,
a rainbow always came up after the rain is gone and the sun starts to show it face
Now the rain is surrounding you, you don't know when it ends, but I do.
Rain wont surrounding you forever, the sun will arrive, but i cant tell you now.
I just want you to prove your words to Me, that you are believe in Me.
If you really believe in me, don't cry
I feel sad when your tears fall down
My child, 
just trust your heart and let Me stay in your heart
Please, let Me do My job in your heart
And when My job is done, I know that you will put the biggest and the largest smile ever in your face
Because on the day i finished My job, a sun will shine all over you and bring out the rainbow back into your life, even the rainbow will be more beautiful and gorgeous than you ever imagine
Be patient, My Child 
Let Me do My part.
Believe in Me.

today..
that girl is sitting in her room
she is doing something while God is working His part
that girl is writing a story that you read right now
in her heart she said.. I believe in You, God!

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